Distant Whispers

the music haunts me......

sometimes it does not matter
who that person is
you meet or come across
who that person is
who will change your life,the meaning of life
and justify your very existence
make you live 3 lifetimes in a life
what matters is when it happens and how it happens
and when it does,everything and everyone around you
don't matter
life now has a purpose
only one purpose
and the music of nature
the birds
the lakes
the breeze
strolling through your hair
lingers in your head
whispers in your heart
forever
and you can spend the rest of your days
the days that matter
go by carelessly
rest of your life,
the life that matters
go by shamelessly
in her music

yes, the music haunts me

listening to "Brokeback Mountain Score by Gustavo Santaolalla"

A Love story

"You and me make a perfect love story.."

Funny,how I smile everytime I look at that photo frame.
Cos I see my face,a face that tells me a love story,a story more divine than me, a story more innocent than me and makes me wonder if it was the Love or the story that ended first.

I am always bad with names, I tend to forget names. But not faces.Cos every face tells a story, every face reminds you of something, something that happened to you, something that happened of you.

And just a few hours ago, I saw a face in a movie, a face that reminded me of you and I was helped by a gentle reminder from my dear friend Iyer sitting next to me.
That moment in the cinema hall, there was a flash,a flash back not on my face but to the past,
to my story, and like a time machine,I was taken back to a world where everything in this world that mattered to me was just that one face
the one face that brought a smile to mine, that ended with a tear or two.
and this time machine also had a timer as the journey lasted 10 seconds or so, and I was told a story
my story,
my love story
When I was brought back to the real world, I thought to myself
People get over their past, people get over people
But not faces. Cos faces not just tell you a story
not just any story, but those that remind you of you and her
and most important of all, remind you who you were and who you are
The love story I broke back into, those 10 seconds was magical
And it made me cherish a great love story, my own love story
while I was watching another
called Brokeback Mountain.

Night Dancers

she said
"right, what about dancing lolly,
just you and me tonight
the music feels so right,
I could just dance all night"

so she held my hands and took me to a dance floor
shook her bon bon while I watched her contour
the dance started off sacred,that instance
with each us of keeping some distance
till I broke the ice
grabbed her by the waist
and the music felt so nice

she said "ask me a question, ask me just one tonight"
I asked her, "how are you feeling baby, are you feeling alright?"

and I moved and grooved and shook and took everybody by surprise

I looked into her eyes
she looked into mine
I said "I am everything but ordinary baby
and you are anything but ordinary maybe"

and I danced her to her bedroom,
she slipped out of her wardrobe
she slipped into a bath robe
she said "right, what about dancing lolly
just you and me again
another night?"

I asked her "what about tonight? :)

Pup

{lolly sez}

hey babieeeeee
it feels so good outside ,
that maybeeeeee
I'll unblock my mind,
so lets go crazieeeee

put some gas into that car for a spin
you and me will play a dirty game, and we'll sin
take it easieeeeee
undress yourself and kiss me
I shall watch you like a boy,
bet you'll miiiissssss me

{baby sez}


hey lolly,
put yours hands inside and just feeeeeel me
the love's oozing out, go ahead
peeeeel me
I took a bite of the sinful apple for you,
so don't leeeeeave me
I'm your bitch for tonight,
so giiiiive me
all your fluids and your needs and greeds are mine
so get inside and do me a number,don't draw me a line
funny how your first two words turn into sex
hope those pockets of yours are loaded with durex

{lolly sez}

erm baby,I cant change my vowels for you
so I am sorry, we cant go beyond this, I don't but u do
want it all from me,
I'm a pup,not a dog,
so slide your hands out and piss off,
maybe you are just doing it all wrong
i am the leader of my band,the one who wrote this song
but I like your bling bling,and I'll keep it
for my flight
so good bye and good night.
sleeep well and sleep tight

{chorus}

right....

24 Candle$

first sight,uptight,first of its kind
probably caught sleeping next to a woman,nevermind

six in a fix,day time lover
candies tasting sweeter and grapes sour

thirteen getting bolder and lean, felta day older I mean
in cola and tv , pizzas and dairy, a walking talking soldier

sixteen ,felt there was nothing left to be seen.
too much skin to cover, letting no one in or out

eighteen,I was waiting full of praise and anger
coffee never black, eggs never white

twenty I had plenty, of love, heart and soul
lips in locomotion, carrying a magic potion

and then
the potion that held me was snatched away,
shattering me to pieces I couldn't count
spent a whole year or so trying to count them,
losing count of them at the very end of it all

life changed directions, directions changed life
I ran too far, ran too fast
nowhere

so here I am, a deliberate terrible mistake
left here right now

with 24 candles to blow
and maybe more...